Still, loren seemed better than all that. There was a little blood, but i know now that was probably from the irritation of being so nervous that my vagina was a dry desert, and not because of a hymen situation. We don’t teach people how to make the experience pleasurable. I would lie there in complete silence, it was incredibly painful and i had no idea what to do.
A decade later, i now know what i want in a relationship
Losing my virginity felt like. Well, it’s hard to say. But am more versatile than a true top. I dont regret doing it because i trusted the guy very much, but i was very very disgusted by him for years after we had broken up and i know i only felt that way because i lost my virginity to him. How often have you heard books, movies, tv shows, or even your own friends tell you when you should lose it, how you should lose it, who you should lose it to, and what it should feel like?
He had a fatal heart attack at 44. It was also his first time, so it wasn’t uncomfortable or anything. We secured the blankets, covering the windows should anyone look in, and i took down whatever chain hung around my rear view mirror so no one would recognize the car.